Response:

You did an admirable job in adjusting your perspective when you were unemployed by finding a way to make it meet your creative needs. Now you need to apply that same adaptability to see how this employment is meeting your financial needs. Finding peace with that can go a long way in diminishing the demands and stress that come with this job, because a lot of the stress can be traced to a silent resentment that the new job has taken away all the freedom and creativity of your self-employment. Since you are keeping that satisfying self-employment anyway, let the financial satisfaction of the other job be sufficient motivation to do it, and let your other job be your passion.

Love,

Deepak